Kin | Hopes & Fears | Nothing Is Certain Beyond The Truth & Lies

Saturday, December 10, 2011 12/10/2011 08:36:00 pm

2011 is ending soon, am I really looking forward to 2012?

Seriously I am not so sure, perhaps there were so many things happening around me recently.

Probably this is the best time for us to bid good bye but we could remain as friend for now I guess.

You always assume that I am always in my own world, but did you realize that all along I have been thinking, and I did not open my mouth to say what I want to do. To you talk is cheap, actions is the one. Yes I am working on it through my actions, but you said its too late. We had too many misunderstanding and its can't be solve and perhaps our personalities got a part to play. I was the one holding on to this and you told me that if you found someone better, you will leave. I couldn't say No as it will be a meaningless thing for me to force you to be with me. Eventually you left me on a journey of no return to the arms of another person. Love is a bitter yet sweet poison.

Thank you for being there for me during 2007 to 2011 to someone whom I have protected, showered with loves, cares, sacrifices and time. I have learned a lot on the way, thanks for the wonderful memories that we had, the ups and the downs. I really hope you are able to find your true happiness and settle down even though I am not able to provide the happiness which you yearn for.

I have a friend name Lonely, he/she will come and visit me every now and then, I always dislike him/her to visit me but perhaps that is a true friend as he/she will not abandon you no matter what.

For now, I have to focus on my career and my studies. It's gonna be a tiring and tough path for me but I will overcome it! PTI you can do it! Never lose faith in yourself no matter how tough life is.

Monday, March 10, 2008 3/10/2008 04:11:00 pm

Oh man, yet another night of work. dear has to go to punggol to teach tuition, good luck to you. take care on your way there and home. muacks. see ya tomorrow morning. got to go now. take care folks.

Monday, July 23, 2007 7/23/2007 12:33:00 am

Busy Busy Busy don't have the time to blog the past few days. shall briefly describe what i did.

- Wednesday -

there wasn't any time for me to have my lunch and i work till 6pm before i went to Tampines Mall to meet Ben for dinner. on the mrt mine phone went dead, how nice man. couldn't contact anyone at all and i felt so uncomfortable without it, lucky i managed to find a public phone. Met Ben and i had mine dinner at Mac yet again, thanks Ben my savior for lending me his thousand bucks phone to check my calls and msgs. =]

- Thursday -

had Mac at Chinatown Point alone. such a loner. after work met up with Mei Jia at City Hall for a cup of coffee at Starbucks. left the place after an hour cos she have to meet her friends for dinner and i went to meet Wei Ming, my cousin. our usual activity, a game of billard, played it at Queenstown Club cos it's way much cheaper rather than town. work continue the next very day so we played till 1030pm.

- Friday -

after work went home for dinner, met up with wen jun to go for a Motorsports Carnival 2007 at Takashimaya. the cars over there are alrights not too bad. went to Cinelesiure for awhile before heading down to NYDC outside HMV to find my bro.

- Saturday -

It's was Kenneth's birthday today! Ken, my cousin. Can't wait for the soccer match at Pasir Ris Crest Secondary School but due to bad weather our game was cancelled. damn it! and so we went down to the cage to check if there is any available court for us to use. luck wasn't on our side, the place was fully packed and there wasn't any time slots available.

We went to Pasir Ris near Loyang cos my Uncle, Vincent, said there are some workers playing at this ulu field over there just beside the Shell Petrol Station. and true enough the place was damn ulu, had to walk along the stones and tall grasses to the field which was inside. we played around 4 vs 4 till there were a group of workers streaming in and their expressions and body signals showed it all that they are super enthu to play. they spilt up into 2 groups of 8 per team. and the game begins one goal to decide who will be sub out and the next team will come on. quite enjoyable to play against them, we played lots of passes which is good as this is what we want for the future games for Myjia. had lots of fun really enjoyed myself.

After the game went over to Ken's place to bathe and get change. It's was cousins outing and we had dinner at Boon Lay market which is near Lakeside. supposedly we have to fetch Kelly home at CafeDelMear but after reaching there, she told us that she be going home with her friends. so too bad, kind of like waste a trip down, but it's okay so we chill over at CafeDelMear. Cool ambience, relaxing music. shall come the next time round since it's so near my place. haha. we could play soccer anywhere anytime, play at the multi-story carpark. fun.

- Sunday -

Sunday stands for Slack day. haha slack the whole day nothing but just slacking. =] well got to work tmr again. the same old routine awaits me tomorrow. urgh! legs are getting tired again! someone save me from this! shall stop here and get some beauty sleep. nights everyone, peace out. Kudos all. =]

Rundown Railway Station -

Some pictures which i had promised earlier on.

The Three Guardians

Monster Truck

Track Mill

Far Up Ahead

The forgotten Toto Numbers

The Aftermath

Wednesday, July 18, 2007 7/18/2007 12:09:00 am

What i did over the past few days are just gaming on the Xbox console, slacking, eating, idling, msning, surfing the net and sleeping. damn what a super duper slacker I'm, but I'm loving it! haha. today which is Tuesday, Ben came over to my place as usual early like 9am? as usual was like half-asleep when ever he come and woken up by his smses in the early morning. but it rained this morning, felt like sleeping more but i couldn't leave him in the lurch and so i woke up.

Had lunch at Habourfront Macdonald, order fillet o fish once again. after munching the last bite of the burger, we saw a indian teen at the age of 13-15 surfing the net using the Macdonald's computer. much to our astonished, we were held back by what he did, he was surfing some pornographic websites. imagine he doing that at such an age at a public place is totally unbelievable and nowadays teens are getting more daring. we left the place after a few minutes of non-stop actions and we thought of how he would get caught and stuffs.

Went to meet Weuji, my cousin, at Spottiswoode park to take some pictures of this rundown railway station. at first we couldn't locate the path which would led us there, after searching for quite some time. i remembered that there is a man-made stairs which would led us down to the rundown railway station. so we hurried over to the stairs and went down to take a look, not knowing when we would get caught as this is trespassing. the railway station is part of Malaysia property, so the chances of escaping the trespassing is low. took quite a number of pictures under the scotching hot sun. shall post the pictures soon so stay tune. spent about 2 hours taking pictures and investigating the place. had lots of fun over there super exciting, not knowing when we will be caught.

Left the rundown railway station and head back to my home. had gaming session again the xbox. played Fifa07, Burnout 3 Takedown, Marvel Ultimate Alliance. quite an enjoyable day today, though the time flies super duper fast. would love to have more photos taking of rundown places and ruins in Singapore soon. anyway got to talk to my pillow once again, time to sleep. oh man had to wake up early tomorrow like 8.30am to go to the India Embassy at Somerset there to help my dad again. I'm so tired! oh yeah, pray for Ben for tomorrow which is Wednesday an important meeting, all the best dude! nights peeps!

This could be the possible starting lineup for the upcoming match at Pasir Ris Crest Secondary School on 21st july 2007 at 5pm. The match between Myjia FFC and Impluse East FC will be cancel and postponed to a later date due to fixture congestion. Impluse East FC will instead be spectators at the game where they will watch Myjia play against another eastern side. Source - Myjia Family Football Club

STARTING LINEUP : Raymond, Ebenzer, Wilkin, Sunny, Vincent, Wilson, Wai Meng, Kenneth, Delvin, Eric, Junhao. SUBS: Guest Players